hey .. i was listenin to music awl peacefully then Renee came to my house and said Dairek wanted to talk to me.. O lala.. lol.. Dairekz hottt..yummy..break me off a piece of that haha.. iduno i think im jp.. lol.. nywys.. i tlked to them butt they were bein borin.. so i went inside n reneez like o wat no good bye.. haha yep no goodbye.. imma see u guys tomorow at skewl nyways.. im so bored.. i hab hw.. but dunn wana do it.. yup... u like tha song.. haha its purdae.. gotta Go..
always but not foeEva,

Die Ana Ngoc Mai

hey its dieana.. im sittin hea drinkin chocolate milk and listenin to da heavy but beautiful rhythm of the rain..i wish i can go outside rite now.. ahah.. catch pnemonia...im suppose to rite a book report.. but i cant seem to think straight.. i dnt kno wats rong wif me today.. i hope it rains tomorow so my dad can take me to skewl.. yippe... i hope i dnt wake up late like i did todai.. im so hungry .. havent ate meat foe six days now.. only 34 more days to go.. if jesus can give up meat foe 40 days.. so kan i.. at leas i hope.. imma get so thin.. im look anorxic jus watch.. lol das not a good thing.. but i wana show gohd that i take lent seriously.. nd i do. .. so much drama .. btween friends.. then they xpec u to chose sides. i love u vickae! haha . .jus wanted to say that.. gona go play gb

yours..

...I don't feel so good.. This emptiness inside my heart constantly reminds me of how lonely I am. I mean yes I have friends but, friends can't fill in that particular part of your soul. I had that great feeling for him, and I was longing for him to feel the same. But he doesn't, instead he chooses a more beautiful girl. Someone that I'm sure won't give him the same amount of love that I can give. I guess that doesn't matter, because obviously he is willing to go out with her even if she doesn't truly like him.. He said he didn't want to go out with anybody at the time because he didn't want to get hurt. Now he wants to go out with her, why can't you go back to Long Beach Christina? Oh well.. Apparently it wasn't meant to be.
I have a friend, that constantly makes me feel stupid. What's that word, I think the word is condescending. Yea it is, to talk down on somebody to make them feel lower than you. I have to go try to make the best out of my life...
always,

dieana ngoc mai

iam eatin strawberries wif suga n listenin to dangerously in luv.. yea.. im sad but happy.. cus life is startin to feel meaningful.. but i shldnt keep my hopes up.. things like this all ways end up hurrtin me... i dont kno if like johnathon.. i dnt wana hurt sumone else. i dnt think certain ppl r kewl wif me b frenz wif christine.. but w/e im kewl wif us bein frends n thas good enuff. certain ppl are mes up foe goin up to certain ppl boi frenz sayin certain things..haha.. nyways.. sheesh .. one of my frends r annoyin tha krap ouuta me.. she kept on followin me las week.. she at leas has a life this week.. krap.. strawberries r yummy... i wana play gb.. but no one else is playin nymore.. not fair.. i wana by this arabian veil hat thingie... brown eyes is bumpin on my windows media playa..i wana change it..hld up..
iite now say my name is playin.. lalalla say my name say my name.. lalala.. hehehe.. i still gos hw.. i dnt wana do it those.. my dad is a meanni.. i swear. but whois dad isnt..hehe. but hes so immature.. he always tellin me not ta b influenced by my frends n not to care bout otha pplz opinions.. now mai dad all cussin like his friend and wnt let me be takin places by my frends prents cus hes afred bout wat they mite think of him... my gooodness.. o well. he jus wants me locked up hea wif mai mama n brothR...but w/e i kno my life isnt bad. neva sed it was.. hehe.. i think i gots it pretty good actually. i hate young living its boring.. all we do is read out of the book.. we dnt do anything important.. nything xciting ya kno??. mayb u dont. gotta bounce.. gona go chatt wif sum buddies..
always never,
ngoc mai